New Updates : I am Getting Better and Better Each Day

Yeah..not like anyone care but yes, i am getting better. Especially today. Why?

Wellness: Getting the hang of my diet and workout. Dunno how much i lose already. Maybe nada but at least i don't eat at midnite anymore. Plus, that thing about my tongue turned out to be some sort of bacterial infection. Memang sakit so sape yang xmau kena tu, galak-galakkanlah gargle with mouthwash. Alhamdulillah. Maybe ade yang medoakan and ade juga yang concern. Terima kasih saya ucapkah. Lap y'all :)

Keje: Not so good news but to others, it is a huge opportunity to my career. What you may ask? I donwan to share but let's just say, no more break and forum. Bye-bye. In fact, i am trying my best to fight that addiction of mine. And another good news, finally going perm after so long under probation.Hope for the best my friends :)

Love life : Still sucks though. But thanks to friends and even to all my exes yang concern ngan aku. I guess misery do love company. Heheh.But i have so much things to share but tuk hormati orang kat sana yang sungguh fragile and cepat ikut perasaan, biarlah aku simpan jek. Kang x pasal-pasal kena break lagi skali like once wasn't enuff. Ergkk. Painful worr. At least she's happy and feeling refreshed now, that's all that matters :)

Money: Not so ONG sekarang. Mmm. Kereta need major service next month.So decide tuk naik lrt je since now. And insyaallah next month aku nak bukak Tabung Haji, ASB and retirement plan all at the same time. Finally realize saving is vital. Thanks to my friends yang banyak beri kesedaran betapa pentingnya saving while kawen lak, not so much. Hahah :P

Misc: Tengah bekira-kira and planning nak g Thailand tahun ni for annual vacation. Dah ajak orang, reception agak baik. Harap leh gi ramai-ramai dari biasa. Kali ni nak g melancong backpacker style. 5 hari kat Phuket, 3 hari kat Bangkok. Or g Bali lagi + Jakarta-Medan? Tengah kumpul suara majoriti ni. Harap menjadi :)

Apa lagi? Oh yea. Aku sekarang dah terbawak tabiat buruk. Tdo lewat. Teet. Sekarang ni kul 2 pagi bai. Tido woit tido!! Nanti aku wat posto-posto yang x self-absorbed plak. See ya next time :)

Listening To Now : Volume January 2011

My top 5 favorite music playlist is back. Dengan mode breakup for this month, sorry if this list a bite mellow than usual


1. Christina Perri - Jar Of Hearts

Lyrics | Christina Perri lyrics - Jar Of Hearts lyrics

Serious lagu ni best and melodramatic. Lyric dia cukup artistic and the music is arranged beautifully.You maybe ask who is the singer. I also don't know but give it a try and listen to each of the lyric. I bet you also gonna fall in love with the song.Lagu ni ditujukan kepda heartbreaker2 kat luar sana. Boleh insap kot lepas dengar lagu ni. YA AMPON!! Even aku pon terasa at the right spot. OUCH!

2. Avril Lavigne - What The Hell



My girl is back. Ingat agi time part one diploma dulu. Siap ngan poster Avril Lavigne agik dalam bilik. Heheh. Lagu ni kinda remind me of Girlfriend. You can imagine la. The song where you can imagine cheerleaders break into their routine. Ahaks. To think music dia macam lagu Mickey. Memang lagu ni inspire Avril betul ek. First Girlfriend and now this? Love it either way because she's my girl :)


3.Rolling In The Deep - Adele



Suara Adele memang x dapat dinafikan lunak giler. I think she won a Grammy or something. This is her new single. Best bagi aku but maybe x famous kot kat Malaysia ni.Huhu.



4. Check It Out - Will.I.Am feat Nicki Minaj



Lagu yang cukup cheeky. Kinda familiar i might say. Xtau dia guna sampling dari lagu apa. Is it Barbie Girl? Ntahler.


5. Coming Home - Diddy feat Skylar Grey




Merdu sungguh suara awek yang nyanyi chorus lagu ni. Dengar sekali could be a song from T.I. So nothing new from any other hiphop songs out there but got x factor, the girls voice. It's so damn sweet, you'll be craving for candy :)

Meronggeng KayEll di Hari Thaipusam

Cuti-cuti Malaysia. Ye lah. Time cuti ni eloklah jejalan makan angin. Destinasi : Kuala Lumpur. Hahah. Dah lama x jalan-jalan kat 'kampung' aku ni. Yelah. Since bawak keta setiap hari g keje, slalu jejalan area Damansara je. Asek One Utama jadi port lepak.

By the way, aku dah pindah balik ke umah KL. Rasa macam membazir sangat duduk kat Sungai Buluh dengan minyak and tol plus parking. Adeh. So beralihler umah KL balik. Rindu plak duduk umah Sungai Buluh. Miss my stepmom, my dad and my dearest sister, Balqis. Muah,lap u. BTW, Aishah Balqis sekarang kena chickenpox. Sian. Walaupon demam camtu but still hyper. Maintain.


Destinasi pertama, gym baru Fitness First kat Avenue K. Gym kat Maxis Center tu dah pindah sini. BTW, sape sangka depan KLCC ade bangunan hantu which is Avenue K. Kosong benar building ni. I think it was supposed to be a high end shopping centre but what it's ended being now? Empty. Even kat ground floor empty. Even medan MARA lagi meriah. Ahaks. Pelik gak kawasan strategik, sebelah lrt tapi xleh hidup. Maybe kawasan bekas kubur kot. Ahaks. Balik to the gym baru ni, best gak. Locker dia guna auto flash card system. X macam cawangan lain yang guna kunci biasa. Other than that, pretty much the same. Viwe much more better la and i think redup sikit banding kat Maxis Tower yang terang semacam. Sauna pon luas beb. Love it!

Pastu solat kat surau KLCC, singgah lintas je kat sini. Pelik tengok KFC kat KLCC close shop. Xleh hidup ke? To think situlah tempat aku confess aku suka kat ex aku. Kitaorang tutup buku kisah 'cinta aku', KFC pon aparently close business meh? hahah. Then kitaorg decide jalan g Bukit Bintang plak. Jalan kaki jek lalu area Aquaria.

Petronas and Maxis bergabung and made a perfect picture. Except for tiang lampu sebatang. :P


Pastu sampai ler kami kat Pavillon. Lama gak xmai sini. My ex tak berapa suka area sini so aku lepas rindu g sini lak. Hahah. So much things has changed. Dah jadi macam area Shibuya lak kat area sini. Love it. Depan PAvillon ade shopping centre baru. Fahrenheit88. X masuk pon. Tengok StarHill pon tengah renovate. Kat depan dia ade weird structure macam like i said, kat Tokyo. Dengan sakura jadi theme Chinese New Year kat Pavillon, memang persis aku ade kat Jepon. Tu tak campur lagi dengan ramai giler Asian faces. Arigato Mr. Roboto!! ahaks

Sakura tiruan kat Pavillon. Nice ek :)



Begambor dengan pari-pari sakura, Mr Rabbit Chong. GongXiFaCai :P

Afterwards, g LowYat. Tempat wajib g kalo singgah BB. Tengok-tengok henset, beli cover enset, usha gadget baru. Dah abes, lapor lak. Beli donut glazed kat Dunkin Donuts. Singgit jek. Sedap lak tu.

Then menapak balik g KLCC and g kat keta. Decide dinner kat Kampung Baru. By the way, ex aku x suka gak makn kat Kampung Baru ni. So being my usual self, aku balik sini with a vengeance. Lama wor x makan sini. Tempat lepak aku dari kecik. Huhu. Miss u so damn much Kg Baru rats. Heheh. Pelepas rindu makan western kat HR Steak HOuse. I had the cowboy chicken chop. Nyum,nyum. Cheap summore. Cuma tu lah, penuh ya amat. Berebut gak tempat memasing. But this what makes Kampung Baru meriah.


Restoran ni penuh ngan manusia. Mana taknya. Sedap and berbaloi-baloi. Murahkan rezeki tuan punya restoran ni :)

Makan di sebalik great backdrop.

Itu ajelah cerita jejalan aku time Thaipusam. It was a nice escape. Before this if want to go to these places with my ex, mesti no-no. Who knew jodoh aku ngan my 'kampung'-Kuala Lumpur lagi panjang. Heheh

ps: Have something to say but don't know how to say it.

TerTRONton LeBASI....still love it!!

Harini ari Rabu. Esok ari Khamis. Khamis yang spesel coz raya. Raya SiamPusam.Maka dengar mohor-mohor besar, esok adelah cuti. Yahuu!
So aku suka bebenor kalo eve cuti ni. Suka merayap. Destinasi? Mid Valley. Aktiviti, Wayang!
Sampai sana pelik lak tengok Mid Valey yang banyak parking kosong. Aku ni allergik sikit kalo orang ngajak g Mid Valey ni. Trauma ngan masalah parking. Orang ramai sangat. Tapi untung ler malam weekday walaupon besok cuti, orang x ramai kat sini.

Sampai sini, beratoq ler nak beli tiket. Dunno nak beli cite ape. Wa cakap sama lu sume cite boring. Ntah ngape banyak cite antu melayu, jepon, thai. Cite mat saleh lak cite boring like cite The Rock belakon. Aiya. Cite camtu layan kat Cinemax leh la. Kat cinema cite camtu mintak maap. So out of opttion, beli lah tiket cite Tron. 2D nyer. 3D xde showing. Tapi walaupon cite lama tapi ntah ngape tiket dijual ngan harga RM12 banding cite baru lain yang mostly RM10.

Dah beli tiket, sesi makan pulak. Walaupon lapar, aku benar-benar xde selera. Slalunya kalo malam aku amat berselera nak pekena KG Baru la, McD la. Tapi akhir-akhir ni, selera berkurang. So aku beli set nasi+ayam+sayur. yang tu je dah RM6 weyh. Meluat aku makan kat foodcourt Mid Valley. Mahal and x sedap. Dengan lidah yang x sensation ni, aku rasa macam makan kapas lak.Hahah.

So afterward, masuk ler kami wayang. Tapi sempat gik crash hall lain. First, tersalah masuk hall tayang cite tamil.Hahah. Second kami crash hall cite Khurafat. Tengah scene umah kampung ke hape. Dengarnya full house benar cite ni. Melayu sekarang makin bijak. Asek layan cite hantu and cite lawak budus jek. Uweek.

'Princess' Disney paling hot :P

So kami tengok ler cite Tron ni. Mantap giler walaupon jalan cite a bit shaky cara penceritaannya. Sound effect and grafik cun habes. Meletop!! Awek sume pakai baju tight leather. Noty,noty! But what amazed me was how they constructed a character of the young Jeff Bridges. SO realistic and it looked just like him when he was a young actor back then. Tapi malangnya, my throat kacau mood movie aku. Ntah ngape, bertambah susah lak rasanya nak bernafas and terbatuk2. Aishh.

ps: Arini aku dapat tau berita pasal keje. All i can say is bertambah ler cabaran and beban keje nih. Ya Allah, kuatkan semangat. Adekah berbaloi dengan gaji ini? Rasulullah menggalak umatnya bersyukur so aku x kisah kot. Huhu

What The HEll Is IT?

Hello and Assalamualaikum.

Something weird is happening in my mouth. I don't know what. For this reason, aku dah x ingat breakup langsung or keje or anything else.I really don't know what to do. Something weird in the back of my tongue. Serious aku takut.


Symptoms:

1. I lost the sense of taste since Friday. Not lost,lost but i haven't been able to fully taste the food i eat. Almost a metallic taste dalam mulut ni.

2. I have a pea-sized lump at the back of my tongue.It is so weird. It suddenly appeared.

3. I have trouble swallowing my food or my saliva. There's pain occasionally.

4. Weird right ear pain

5. Nauseous after eating.

6. I feel sore on my neck that comes and goes.

7. Dramatically lose my appetite than before. Probably contributed by lidah yang kurang rasa.

8. Been having sore throat after sleep.

The pea-sized bump ade kat area palatine tonsil belah kanan if i am not mistaken.Almost kat bahagian tekak.


These symptoms has been getting worse since last week.
I really don't know what it is and i am really afraid it could get more worse.
Thing i worry the most is cancer since i was a former smoker for 7 years.
Here i am hoping for the best.
I am thinking if this gets worse after two weeks, i will go to the doctor.
Looking at the symptoms, macam ye but here i am being positive ler.
It is dejavu all over again. Starting now i am living in fear again.
Like how i was a year ago from the mysterious joint pains.
The only difference, aku sekarang positive although takut tu still ada.
Ya Allah, whatever it is, kurangkanlah sakit walaupon umur x panjang pon.
Or better yet, just something that less serious and not a terminal disease.
Kawan-kawan, please doakan :)

ps: Aku bukan nak amek simpati but it's really happening. If only i am lying.

The Last Time

Ini adelah post yang the last aku akan wat kepada my so-called love

What was i thinking? Aiya. It's true love blinded you and i am glad i get my sight back. Hello world....However at least i felt it. I have experienced how was it being loved very deeply by someone so many times before. And now i have felt how was it to deeply love someone.

I gotta say, love someone is much, much more better than being loved by someone because you will be the loneliest guy/girl in the world if you stay in a relationship where you hold on to someone who loves you more than you do. Trust me.

So because i love my ex, i had let her go happily because i know she would be so lonely staying with me. So aku dah redha and very grateful for the experience even dia x cinta aku pon. Coz perasaan ni datang secara spontan. Aku x ingat sejak bila aku jatuh cinta kat dia dah but i'll never forget the rush of loving someone. It was better than sex? No, no. It was better than chocolate la i might say.

To think, it was a gift. Yes it was. Who would have thought i can feel how was it to love someone. And now i am looking for a greater gift. A girl that i very much in love with and also she feel the same way like i do.
Hard?Yes!
Impossible? Maybe.
Positive? Definitely :)

So a very big thanks to the girl that i love tu. Don't worry. It will heal overtime so expect us to be buddies anytime soon. :) And i also like to say that i fall in love with this girl's family the soon i met them.Each one of them. Too bad jodoh saya and dia and keluarganya x berpanjangan. Any guy would be lucky to have this girl and her family. All the best to both of us.

ps: Time aku marah psl this breakup, aku karock lagu Katy Perry- Hot n Cold and been listening to Grenade by Bruno Mars .Very dead on. Hahah. Now that i have come to terms, aku tujukan lagu Pelamin Anganku Musnah. Boleh? HAHAH. No lah. Since we didn't have any song, my default mode chose this song.

Goodbye by Michelle Branch. Lagu ni aku suka sejak dari zaman sekolah lagi.

Love my Family :)

Holla. Assalamualaikum

Sunday ni alhamdulillah aktiviti bersama keluarga was fun. Kitaorang satu family gathered for a family meeting and a good old fashion get-together kat rumah my dad kat Sungai Buluh.

Since i've been staying here for like almost 2 months, it's a good plan la tuk rapatkan hubungan sesama adik breadik yang lain. The last time kitorang gather ramai-ramai time open house raya abang aku dulu kot. Time tu ex aku pon ade join skali. After that, raya haji pon kitaorang gather skali la but x ramai yang ada. Time open house tu my mum pon ade which was fun.

The night before my sisters dah overnight. Aku always enjoy the time my sisters berkumpul skali coz meriah sesangat. Diaorang ni banyak mulut and kinda kuat gosip so aku suka tumpang sekaki. Then kitaorang layan Paranormal Activity. HAha. Lawak lak tengok kerenah depa ni seram x hengat. Kehkeh. Terubat hati aku yang sedih and boleh aku kata, terlupa dah pasal breakup. :)

Pagi besoknya which is today Umi aku dah giler-giler masak tuk kami. Dia masak ayam masak merah, sayur, nasik, masak asam and much more ler. I must admit, my Umi is getting better cooking makanan orang semenanjung. Heheh. Then, abang sulung aku sampai along with his family. Mai masuk mai! Kasi tambah meriah umah ni. Tapi unfortunately, kasi tambah meriah ngan budak-budak nanges plak. hahah. Boleh bayang la when 3 toddlers berkumpul, of course le kebingitan baby nanges is inevitable. Walaupon tensen dengar tapi it's all good. By the way, like usual abg aku bawak sate kajang. Nyum-nyum. Although i think it's getting too dry for my taste.

Adik Aishah Balqis cukup gembira mandi kolam. I think some of her's perkiness jangkit kat aku. Heheh.

Antara makanan for the day.Nyum.Love kek lapis sarawak tu :) Sedar x sedar selera makan aku dah pulih. Hoho.

Then abang aku imi and adi plak sampai. Layan muvi Shrek back to back sambil makan ramai-ramai, aku rasa sungguh bahagia today. Then meeting plak afterward. Meeting pasal abang aku nak kawen bulan 3 ni, then pasal adik aku start praktikal keje cikgu next week plus pasai adik aku yang starting her job kat Petronas next week jugak.
Make love not war peeps. Tapi yang halal-halal saje. Message brought to u by Aleesya Hana :)


To think, dah besar adik-adik pompuan aku rupanya. Rasa macam baru je kitaorang main sekali and tengok katun sekali time kecik-kecik dulu. Sorang adik nak keje Petronas kat Terengganu. Sorang lagi plak keje jadi cikgu n maybe akan berjodohan dengan orang Kelantan and most likely akan duduk sana once married. Sorang lagi tengah belaja kat Terengganu which seeing her become so rare these days. Sorang lagi alhamdulillah tengah belaja dekat dengan rumah but still bz lor.

Another thing aku terfikir, kalo semua dah kahwen adekah kitaorang akan berkumpul macam ni lagi ramai-ramai? Lagi-lagi kalo bapak aku dah tiada or mak aku dah xde. Bila fikir persoalan ni, aku berharap sangat kami akan sentiasa rapat.Bapak aku plak siap wat speech like nak semua anak-anak and satu family masuk syurga. Sayu seyh. Memang macam dah prepared je nak tinggalkan kami semua. Cannot imagine to live in a world where my dad doesn't. Huhu.

Anyway, thanks to my kecoh family, aku dah x bersedih dah macam the last couple of days. Aku dah boleh think straight and terima nasib. Alhamdulillah. I was even started considering to move forward. Ahaks. No lah. Too soon i guess. But operation kumpul duit for house+marriage still diteruskan la walaupon calon dah xde. Kehkeh. Aku tau my mum and dad selalu doakan kebahagiaan anak-anak mereka so kalo boleh aku nak kawen sebelom pemergian mereka. So aku positive a better girl is on her way to me for that :)

ps; Keta aku lama dah x basuh. Seyes, sejak bile aku pakai keta warna kelabu?ahaks