When September Ends....

hi..salam



Few updates of my life. Kerja sekarang alhamdulillah dah getting better and okay. I'm pretty much proud the progress i got so far in my career. Never once i imagined myself doing programming before for a career. I always imagined myself doing IT support rather than programming. I was pretty much a grade A student when it comes to programming language. Tapi bila berdepan dengan projek that i need to develop using the methodologies i have learnt in all the programing subjects, aku jadi kalut.
So in my case, my programming skill was pretty much theoritical rather than practical. That was then. Now, I am getting better. It's true what my friends in IT programming field said. You learn by doing and gain broader understanding by experimenting. I am glad i took
the step of quitting from Scope to proceed into a new field which I love doing!



However, malangnya not all fine and dandy. I think my lovelife is crumbling into pieces once again. I've lost the willpower to even fight an arguement now. I don't know whether that is me adapting with our constant and same argument. Or maybe it's just me losing hope in our relationship. Right now she's ignoring me and i decide to do the same. In fact that was her
last request. Even though I kinda feel stupid posting a love song in her FB page. It was ignored so I took it down. I kinda wish she sees the progress I made in my sms habit (yes, that is what we always fight about). But it was never enough to even called a progress. And
this always make her sad and unhappy. It breaks my heart to see her unhappy. So now only time will heal.Or maybe not ever.
All i know, I've lost hope. And yes. It has been sweet. At least for me.

Keje Baru! Task Baru!

Hello...

Another update, some of you may know i already pindah keje from Scope International to a small company in Taipan USJ.

Work so far has been good. However, projek baru ade dua masuk.

Project #1 : Web application yang guna SOA. Mak aih..agak mencabar gak lah aku nak belaja sambil buat sume bende.

Project #2: Baru dibincang ngan my boss this morning. I am still sketchy about the project. Basically related to sensors and tracking in factory or some shit. Huh!

Basically dedua project baru ni guna technology baru ( at least to me) yang aku kena belaja and at the same time kena buat jugak..

Work challenges never been this hard for me. I hope Allah give me strength, willpower and intelligence to overcome this.

Inilah cabaran keje kat kompeni yang rely on project basis. Sometimes diaorg carik projects tapi tak pikir scope and boundaries of their resources. hmm. But InshaAllah, i will do my best and strive my best for the company. It's a great exposure.

2010 Recap : My Career

Countdown to a new year, another recap for you!

Hi,

I think i have to begin my countdown dengan a good thing that had happened to me over this year.

My new employment kat Scope while leaving my first job kat IMU.

Cite kat IMU:

Actually i kinda liked the place as my first job. Low stress, flexible hours, cool boss, cool clients and a lot of med ahmoi students to ushar everyday.

Hahah. Yes. These med students dressed in short skirt, tight skanky tank top where it is unappropriate for you to wear in other public universities. Mula-mula aku datang sini tanya lah my fellow colleague. These sexy ahmoi, were they supposed to be the nursing students? To my surprise, they were med students while most of the nursing students were old ladies.Kehkeh. Workwise, kat IMU mmg best. Keje support the running IMU application. I had to do a lot of data migration,sql reporting, troubleshooting and performing walkthrough to clients. macam-macam lagilah

Kat ofis senang nak Pesbook or Youtube kalo stress although i have to admit they kinda stopping me from completing my task on time.Heheh. But major problem hit our app. System okay with meeting with the business requirement but it flawed here and there. Plus both user and the programmers in India weren't cooperative enough with me which was very stressful. Aku still remember the head of admission, Charmaine was being very pushy and complaining a lot.At this time, aku hit rock bottom. I thought why i was being paid with chump salary for this kinda work? So at that time, aku gigih update resume and posted it and went to an interview in a company called Scope.I thought if i got a positive review from this interview, i would pursue my job-hunting with the other new job. If i flunked, i would stay.Alhamdulillah, aku dapat keje immediately after the first interview. Once dapat, aku broke the news to my former employee which he didn't take itvery well. After a while, ok lah. Basically, i left the company on some might said in good terms but to me, i left the company hanging while it needed the resource the most. Kesian tp counteroffer yang diberi pon x berbaloi lah.Also i wanted to go back into development after lot of my time wasted in system support. Sedih gak ler. I still miss my colleagues. Joseph, Udaya, Prakash,Praveen, woon Shin, Rebecca, Kana, and few others. Also became friends with a few students kat IMU. Still teringat g keje ari2 naik LRT Star and Putra Bukit Jalil. Kalo balik keje malam mesti tidor dalam LRT. Heheh.

Cite kat Scope:

Aku masuk cini memang aku gementar. Yelah.Seblom ni keje kompeni kecik je kot. Tup, tup, terus masuk kompeni internasional yang besar. So the pressure was at all time high. Masuk je kena introduce by this girl named Sara kat the whole team. Hahah. Lemau aku.

The first month aku kat sini, i did nothing. Only reading the given documents and few other online training. Basically, aku duduk je tempat aku. Xde sorang pon tegur-menegur kecuali orang kat depan and tepi aku. Kehkeh. Little that i know, aku ingat aku sorang je trainee tapi after Dea joined, ramai lagi new joiners macam aku although they were here months earlier la.Training were okay although i failed some of the papers.Huhu.Sekarang aku dah been assigned to a team and mula nampak my clear path. To think, i was stuck in the office for almost three months without nothing to do except for browsing the internet.Heheh. Looking back,I should be grateful for those times coz sekarang busy je. Not now in particular la but coming next year, must be busy as hell..Pheww.By comparison, i think i like it when i was in IMU bacause much more flexible. If only the salary was high enough, i tell you i would grow old in there. Hahah.Sekarang ni department aku kat Scope mcm tengah struggling. I am not clear with the current conditionm myself but seeing all the upper guys who interviewed me all had left. Now majority of the department are the newbies. Last week, the only manager also had left. He advised us to go start looking for another job which has a bigger career scope other than integration. Mmhmm.Ntahla. For me biarlah aku settle dulu before a couple of years, baru aku look for another job.

Bukan ape. Time aku pindah g Scope pon ramai kata aku ni kaki lompat. I was like WTF? I only lompat from my intern job to my first job @ IMU to Scope. Celah mana aku kaki lompat tu?Heheh. Just looking and settling for better option jerk.

PS: Baru pasan OCBC Bank ade scout aku for a job. Wajarkah aku bagi feedback?Aku xmau dah digelar mat lompat :P

Current mood: Tadak task, baca buku and blogging jerk.Boring seyh.

Plan A: Be Productive

Another 'not so busy day', another post lor!!

Hi.I am back.Sorry la a bit busy..Well,a 'bit' is an understatement.. So damn busy is more like it. Now balik kul 9,10 dah biasa dah. Tapi best gak balik around that time. Jalan clear wor. If i'm driving, slalunya i take the Sprint Highway from Sek 16 to Jalan Duta. By kilometres i think lagi jauh in a few KM compared to Federal Highway. tapi lalu situ memang syok. Jalan clear. Layan plak highway yang simpang siur with speed,pergkhh..Itulah nikmat driving..Ahaks..Don't worry.I am still a good driver not reckless ok. Yeke?Ahaks :P

Tapi tengok keta sekarang macam x syok jek. Bukan ape.Calar balar dikerjakan, patah wing belakang, pintu kiri lak dari dulu wat perangai with the locking...Aiyo..My black panther is injured all over la..I think she may need a makeover. Tengoklah kalo dekat raya tahun depan nak paint balik and repair ape-ape yang patut.God willing dengan resource yang cukup lah.Heheh. Tapi sebelum beli motor baru and loan yang sampai sekarang still pending, kenalah pakai keta dulu before bagi pinjam kat my dear dad. Ntah Rusa tu dah elok or belum.

Sekarang ni target aku nak have a productive day every day of the week. Be it at work or at home. No more lazying around depan TV or laptop, no more layan forum, or anything yg can be classified as LAGHA. Since i am a morning guy, my day from now on must start time azan subuh. Yes!That early.Reason being nak solat satu. And bagi pendapat aku siapa yang terlepas merasakan kenikmatan awal pagi adalah orang yang rugi. This is the time when the birds are chirping, the weather is perfect, the sunrise is amazing and may i add,when you have the best meal of your day,breakfast. So kul 6 bangun, 6.15 dah siap solat. Then,drive to the office

coz nak dapat parking free.Hahah. Then straight away go to the gym and workout for two hours or so. Mandi afterwards(yes,i have my morning shower in the gym now so mmg kehulu kehilir hurung deo,sabun,sampu bagai.AHAKS)

After all that being done, i have a great jumpstart to start my day at the office untiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiillllllllllll paling awal pukul 8 malam. Huhu. Balik umah like mentioned above x jam so easy drive to home and a great way to end my day. Kalo hungry, eat beforehand walaupon awek asek bising aku malam malam-malam. Heheh. Yes,that's basically a productive day for me that i have in mind. AJA-AJA FIGHTING I CAN BE PRODUCTIVE AND PROACTIVE EVERYDAY!!!

Current mood: Tomorrow would be my very first project deployment and yet now just knew it had so many errors. Fixed the bugs and hope for the best for tomorrow.AMIN!!

Banyaknya Kerja @_@

Another tiring day, another post.

Well, for those who had been following my blog for weeks now must know how i complained about the lack of work i had compared to my other friends. In fact, in the entire office, i was the only one who had nothing to except sit around at my doing God knows what..(Hint: Blogging and baca forum,ahaks!!)

However since the management change and my former boss was transferred to the other team, my current boss has been giving me tasks non-stop. Pergkh!!! And these are not some regular task like my friends have been doing. I'm doing a much more technical-focused tasks and not forgetting some tedious management tasks. I'm telling you, dah nak termuntah tengok excelsheet for the applications tu. Huhu.

And now, i just know that i'll be replacing my superior once she's on maternity leave temporarily. HUhuh. She is a super expert. Compared to me, habuk tadak. HAhah. So to prove myself wrong, I'm planning tuk berguru with her or this other guy in our team. Also, must do a lot of self-reading. Added to that, the management work. Aiyo..Call and get in contact with application teams might sounds easy but it's actually a lot of work. For the most part they don't give a damn. 'I have a lot of work of my own' they might say to themselves so why need to help us?Huhu.

To top it all, i think i am facing with a huge self-confidence issue now at the office. I believe 2 months of sitting around doing nothing would do that to you. I feel very self-conscious around my colleagues now. They talk about work so damn a lot while i only sit and nod like a dog waiting for a bone coz clueless. Huhu. So i think the only way to encounter this huge problem is by learning again. Information is power. I think i have to follow some of my friends' footsteps whereas they talk about work almost entirely all the time and people would look at them like the Otais. Nothing wrong with but to me i thought i might come off as a workaholic and boring being one. Time to change my perspective! They are awesome bunch of guys and will have a great future ahead of them! Shout-out to Amirul and Alex!! HAhah.

Current mood: It's raining and i miss my girlfriend very much but very lazy to sms. Makan pon belum lagi ni. What a weird mood i'm having but it's what my day usually is.Heheh

First Day of Ramadan

New Ramadan month, new posting lor !

Lamanya x update sini. Rasanya dekat 5,6 hari gak lah..

Well,it’s been a slow week for me. Work-wise,not much..So most of the time I've been practicing my UNIX skill which is getting sharper everyday..YAHOO. Then, family. Slow jugak lah. Berbuka puasa pon xmeriah kat rumah keramat ni. Miss my days kat rumah Sg. Buluh or kat Arau dulu. Much more meriah. Now,nak masak pon jadi penyegan coz bukak peti ais, xde bahan. Kalao aku ade spare bajet aku bulih je beli groceries and spend the portion of my time to cook tapi asek bukak ade ais beku jek..Memang makan sume Sdn Bhd la. Kadang2 nak makan depan abang aku pon segan coz here I am makan makanan tapau mewah2 tapi dia eating in makan nasik satu lauk with salad dia..Huhu.

In fact, first day of sahur sume dok makan roti, aku sorang jek yang makan roti banjo with my eggs. These eggs are mine coz low in cholesterol. A bit pricey so kena kedekut sikit. Huhu. So berasap satu umah tengok-tengok aku makan sorang jek. Yang lain makan pure roti kering. Ahax.. Sorilah bros. If you want me to cook, stocked up the fridge dulu. :P

And then, another problem is office hour. A lot of my friends time bulan puasa keje from 8-4.30 but us being the minority here, we takut nak balik awal. Plus, there’s no any policy states that we can go home early. So first day of fasting, aku balik pukul 6.30 and sampai Jelatek pukul 7. Seb baik time tu cukup-cukup untuk me went to bazaar ramadhan kat pasar dato’ keramat. Malas menapau kuih which to me amatlah membazir plus fattening so I decided tuk tapau individual nasik n lauk, gerai Arau style!! Haha.

Ok lah. Nasik lebih + ikan keli + bergedil baru 5 ringgit. Daripada aku beli lauk yang kena share2, agak-agak kena spend double which I cannot afford right now. Currently, bajet RM10 only per day. So far, so good. And then, also tapau ABC RM2 which was too sweet for my taste. Ais sikit tapi susu pekat buh banyak. Memang kencing manis ler kalo minum tiap hari. Ade duit lebih RM3 aku decide beli roti canai 2 keping tuk sahur for Rm1.60. Not so bad this RM10 per day thing. Kena pandai carik port yang sedap and murah ler. But definitely bukan dengan soping berplastik2 dekat bazaar Ramadan. I decide not to do that anymore this year coz x percaya ngan peniaga2 ni sgt dah. Dulu salalu sangat makan lauk yang x sedap or nak basi tapi mahal x ingat. Beli kat bazar ramdan cilakak ni lah..Oopps. Tercarut,potong brp markah ni.huhuh

Current mood : Extremely lapar pulak

Macamana nak berinternet ni wey?

Another encounter, another new posting.

Hi there. Baru got the news yang from now on my office will be using office communicator as the medium for chatting network. That means strictly work and within the company only. OMG. Dahler Facebook block, Gmail,MSN, YM all blocked. What’s next? Skype? No. I need it for my sanity. I need to borak with someone out from Scope as well.

Now I have nothing against the management. Their intention is good. I admit with blocking these network sites, it increases our security and productivity. But please, do not take away our Skype.

After moved to Scope, I have much less time kat these sorts of websites. So rasa ketinggalan and left out. Sure I still have my cellphone but the thing about Facebook is it provides a network to interact simultaneously with all the people and mind if I add, for free. Bagi aku yang x suka main sms ni, it definitely provide a huge advantage. But now, habuk ler.

Need me tell you another letdown. Dulu aku slalu bulih online at home but now, hopeless. Dulu ade free wifi from neighboring houses. Sometimes to almost 3 different signals. But now, tadak. Ade pon yang kena buh password. HAHAH. Xde peluang dah nak curik bandwidth diaorg. So most of the time cannot online lor at home. Duk depan laptop pon membaca e-book xpon nongkrong movie. Aiyo.

I guess this pretty much explain why I didn’t update my blog much more regularly like the last time. But now, got no work so can lor berblog with y’all. Loving it.

Current mood now : Feeling left out. The worst feeling in the world where there’s nothing much you can do about it. T-T

New year's Eve 2010

Hello

As promised, i think i share with you guys the New Years Eve celebration happened 7 months ago. That day i was still working kat IMU. Load of work pon membebankan. All others had plans except for us. That us were me, Joseph and Banu. This wasn't in our plan. Actually i felt sorry for them coz while in Malaysia, they never went to any fireworks event in Malaysia. Just watched from their home window,that's what i've been told. Joseph went home at 7 while me and Banu stuck at the office till 8. But then Banu asked me to come with her shopping at Carrefour for groceries. While we were there, i looked at my watch and it said 9.00 pm. Here i was shopping at carrefour while i thought I shud be in the streets of KL celebrating the new years eve. By then i came up with the idea of going to KLCC for new years eve and told it to Banu. She was excited. Then Banu called Joseph up to come along. We went back to their apartment to change clothes. Poor me got no change of clothes so just went with my office wear unlike them who were in complete casual.

Lucky for us that day LRT was operating till 2 o'clock in the morning. So we went to Masjid jamek Lrt station. OMG. People were swamping the street. It was a scene that i never imagined. They were so many people, the road was cramped. A lot of them were Malays so Dataran merdeka was their choice. Not for us though. Too many mat rempits there.Hikhik. We however transited to KLCC. By then, it was already 11.45 so we were rushing to go to KLCC. The LRT was full but we pushed ourselves to squeeze in. However Banu couldnt fit in hence she had to catch the subsequent train.Haha. then we arrived in KLCC. Another attempt to squeeze ourselves in the crowd to get into the middle of the everything.This is for us to get a glimpse of the musical water fountain show, the stage (couldn't see but heard the host) and of course a total view of KLCC.There were a lot of people pushing you so we pushed back. Haha. And then to make story short, 3,2,1 !!

HAPPY NEW YEAR!! (FIREWORKS!!!!)

Took a few pictures here and there and after that tried to go back. The street(Jln Ampang) was full with cars in traffic jam. The LRT station was so full of people we couldnt get into the platform so we walked. Walked for almost an hour from KLCC to Masjid Jamek. OMG. I was sweating like a pig.

Overall,it was an experience that i will never forget. The streets of KL was overnightly changed to a riot. A good crowd of riot though. It was fun and i don't mind celebrating it again next year.

Unhappy Lately

Lepas satu,satu ujian menimpa aku bulan ni...I swear to God, the toll of pressure is killing me. At least, one problem dah solved for the time being. Aku decided nak patch things up with my girlfriend balik coz i think dapat lah kurangkan one problem..Tapi aku still marah dalam hati coz dia cuba nak amek ringan bende2 yang aku marahkan aritu..SUDAH.MALAS PIKIAQ DAH..



Sekarang ni pulak masalah duit..Aiya..Benci betul kalo masalah duit ni..I have to refuse everything now kalo sesape mengajak keluar..Lagi-lagi sekarang kena bawak keta daily g keje, abeh la depleting duit-duit aku mcm ayaq. So i moved to closer home which is KL. This house belongs to my mum so we all bachelor bros can stay..But i do not like it here. It's very dirty and sunyi. Everybody is doing his/her own business so i feel really bored here.Thank God for the free WiFi..

And then i do not know why, my belly really gotten fatter lately. I think the stress really caught up with my health. With receding hours for sleeping, huge amount of work , having dinner really late after work and depleting cash amount, my belly decided to opt for growth option..LOL. So this month i want to renew myself sempena new year kalendar konvensional and kalendar Islam..Hopefully, this is not gonna be another failure..BLAST OFF!!!

Company's Laptop...It Sucks!!!

Hiya and another brand new day means another brand new posting...I have to admit, it's kinda fun writing a blog walaupon tadak orang pon nak baca..kuikuikui..It sorta like a therapy for me nowadays..

Moving on, i gotta tell you about what a daily day i have at the office. First of all, there are tons of work.That's fine with me. But what i hate is the laptop they gave me. Seriously, it sucks. The RAM is low which works only for 6-7 years ago. And the battery is kiyoqq. It only retains the power for like 5 minutes or so.. Try to imagine a 100% battery depleting in 5 minutes. It's like watching a graph saham jatuh bedebuk.

Even posting a blog is an impossible task to do with this laptop. Forget about Farmville..LOL..And another thing. I can't even surf with Firefox with the network. I don't know what the explaination behind this but i think it probably regarding the proxy..

Then there's the phsical nature of the notebook. Do you know Proton Waja? It's my laptop long lost father. Bulky sums the word.And it is freaking heavy man. Trust me. I have to carry it daily, i think my shoulder blade about to pop out any day now..Paging Dr. Callie Torres of Grey's Anatomy STAT!!!LOL

O well..Masa tuk bitching and complaining dah abeh..Gotta back to work..CHEERS!!!