Tuesday, June 19, 2012

Pain...What Are You?



What is pain?
There are millions of reason that causes pain.
I for one had been exposed to some kind of pain.
The pain of failure..
The pain of heartbreak.
The pain of  my disease and stuff.
But to me the worst kind of pain is knowing that time is not much left..
Whether it is about your project deadline or even, your death.
It is equally mind numbing pain.
Am i dying? No I am not..
It is just a deadline or limit has been signed to me weather i like it or not.
The limitation from eating this and that.
The limitation of doing this and that.
 to the degree of a time limit set for being normal?
WORST FEELING EVER!


First step in dealing with pain is acceptance.
And the last thing you should do is ignoring the pain or worse, denying it!
Yes. Treat your pain as your own crying baby.
Find what the actual root problem and go from there.
Feed what it wants and stop doing what makes it worse.

Secondly, seek support.
Yes..In dealing with pain one cannot do it alone.
Get help as much as you can get.
Even if it means to vent your anger with the pain.
Although i don't condone that.

Third, get as much 'You gonna be Okay' as you can get.
It's almost the last thing you need to make you feel better when all hopes has faded.
It may not do anything good.
Might be a broken record and hurt to hear after some time.
But in a way, they are praying for you.
Who are we to reject that right?





Fourth, find alternatives or shortcuts that may help with the pain.
It wont forsaken your pain but it add a sense of hopefulness in your mind.
Positive thought does make the pain look easier to deal with other than 24/7 crying for it.

And lastly, pay to Allah for the best.
And start admitting the fact that you are nobody compared to Him.
You are His slave and pain is a KIND reminder from Him and His Gracefulness for your wrongdoings.
Remember, every little bit of pain is His way to let you know, He still has hope on you.
So DON'T YOU EVER GIVE UP ON HIM!
NEVER !!

I for one will never abandon you God.
I will always put You above all the rest.
Forgive me for my sin, O God.
Ya Allah Maha Besar..Ar-Rahman, Ar-Rahim.

And whatever you have of favor - it is from Allah . Then when adversity touches you, to Him you cry for help..” (An-Nahl: 53)

MasyaAllah...Treat your pain as a grace from Him from letting you falling more over to the edge of hellfire.
Remember, you are here for only a short period.

Would it be best to know you are in PAIN for SHORT period rather than NEVER ENDING BURN..?
Nauzubillah....
So take your pain with your head held up high..Insyaallah..Let us all repent.











Tuesday, June 5, 2012

Click2...Versi Romantika Tepi Laut

Cantik kan Masjid Jamek..My feveret masjid coz so beautiful.


Harapan kami dapat bina masjid senindah masjid Jamek
KETAM!!!


senyuman yang manis from my sayangness dan x beberapa semenggah from me

yo!Sup!




Kita amek gambar sembunyik2 jek..Nak capture muka normal and x bengis dia


alamak..kantoi..!naik dah kening dia kat belakang tu


Sunset tengah nak setting kat p.pangkor

pertunjukan fesyen kaki sape paling cantek. Goes to me! I can pull off that rm10 selipar with my gouty feet very well. How much sayangness shoe tu?still kalah..kekek

Sunday, June 3, 2012

Kerana Gout, Bye2 High Purine! Hello Depression?

Assalamualaikum..

Alhamdulillah arini my gout pain makin reda.
Ujung minggu lepas pon aku ngaku ade terkandas sikit psl makan.
Ari sabtu g kenduri member aku, makan lak rendang daging kaw!
Sedap weyh..Rendang tu rsa lebih kurang cam arwah nenek aku punya.
Memang terangkat lidah selera minang aku.
Tapi aku x makan pieces of daging dia sangat. Rather, i eat kuah2 dia.
So itu pon kira a step ahead for me in order tuk control my purine intake.

Ahad lak ade lagi satu kenduri. Anak sedara kawen.
Walaupon makanan x berapa sedap, aku amek jugak daging.
Tapi dah terambek pandai lak aku buang balik.
Makan daging tu sikit jek. Banyak makan kuah dia jek
Okay la tu kan. To think kalo few weeks ago mmg aku perabeh je daging tu.

Tapi malam semalam la slack sikit.
Lepak2 kat my bro house @ Shah Alam for some family meeting.
Tengok beli lauk sumenye high purine food..ADOYAI!!!
Sotong goreng tepung, sardin, daging masak merah, seafood tomyam, paprik with beans..
Hmmm..Camno?
Basically there's nothing there was safe for me to eat.
Susah kan!
I admit adjusting to this low purine diet for gout is really hard.
Especially when it comes to visiting people houses and kenduri segala.
Ntah2, nanti g kenduri orang minum air jek..huhu
Tapi xmau sakit punya pasal, kena lah.



I guess it's good jugak lah.
Disamping dapat avoid kena gout attack, also helps with any food related disease like heart/stroke.
And berat badan boleh dikurangkan..Two birds with one stone lah.Heheh
And sekarang kena kenyang minum air jek.

Sedih kan.. Nikmat DUNIA iaitu keseronokan makan aku dah ditarik.
All people close to me know how i love food. Be it cooking them or eating them.
Tapi aku redha.To think puncanya aku jugak.
I brought this to myself.
Dulu makan x beringat.
Bapak aku banyak kali tegur and nasihat about my food intake and bende2 purine ni.
Did i listen? NO!
Aku fikir aku muda and healthy enough untuk dapat penyakit org2 tua mcm gout tu.
Tapi Allah Maha Berkuasa kan.
But Allah Also Maha Pengasihani Dan Maha Adil.
Semua penyakit pasti ade ubatnya.
So aku amek natural herbs, treatment and remedies yang helpful.




So now i maybe have to come up with dinner/lunch menu for my future wife.Hahah.
Also, tanam kat kepala yang seafood segala tu bad for me.
Memang it's start with your mind lorh with the help of people around you.
Tapi ape sangat lah nikmat makan kat dunia ni kan..
Insyaallah, aku boleh buat.
I already gave up my faveret thing in the world..Rokok!
And i am confident adapting to low purine diet can be a smooth sailing for me as well.
No more buffet dinner, makan besar and berbuka puasa cam ular sawa for me.
Hello strict diet dan kesederhanaan!
Selamat di sisi kesihatan dan baik dari segi agama..INsyaallah!