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Another tiring day, another post.

Well, for those who had been following my blog for weeks now must know how i complained about the lack of work i had compared to my other friends. In fact, in the entire office, i was the only one who had nothing to except sit around at my doing God knows what..(Hint: Blogging and baca forum,ahaks!!)

However since the management change and my former boss was transferred to the other team, my current boss has been giving me tasks non-stop. Pergkh!!! And these are not some regular task like my friends have been doing. I'm doing a much more technical-focused tasks and not forgetting some tedious management tasks. I'm telling you, dah nak termuntah tengok excelsheet for the applications tu. Huhu.

And now, i just know that i'll be replacing my superior once she's on maternity leave temporarily. HUhuh. She is a super expert. Compared to me, habuk tadak. HAhah. So to prove myself wrong, I'm planning tuk berguru with her or this other guy in our team. Also, must do a lot of self-reading. Added to that, the management work. Aiyo..Call and get in contact with application teams might sounds easy but it's actually a lot of work. For the most part they don't give a damn. 'I have a lot of work of my own' they might say to themselves so why need to help us?Huhu.

To top it all, i think i am facing with a huge self-confidence issue now at the office. I believe 2 months of sitting around doing nothing would do that to you. I feel very self-conscious around my colleagues now. They talk about work so damn a lot while i only sit and nod like a dog waiting for a bone coz clueless. Huhu. So i think the only way to encounter this huge problem is by learning again. Information is power. I think i have to follow some of my friends' footsteps whereas they talk about work almost entirely all the time and people would look at them like the Otais. Nothing wrong with but to me i thought i might come off as a workaholic and boring being one. Time to change my perspective! They are awesome bunch of guys and will have a great future ahead of them! Shout-out to Amirul and Alex!! HAhah.

Current mood: It's raining and i miss my girlfriend very much but very lazy to sms. Makan pon belum lagi ni. What a weird mood i'm having but it's what my day usually is.Heheh