The Last Time

Ini adelah post yang the last aku akan wat kepada my so-called love

What was i thinking? Aiya. It's true love blinded you and i am glad i get my sight back. Hello world....However at least i felt it. I have experienced how was it being loved very deeply by someone so many times before. And now i have felt how was it to deeply love someone.

I gotta say, love someone is much, much more better than being loved by someone because you will be the loneliest guy/girl in the world if you stay in a relationship where you hold on to someone who loves you more than you do. Trust me.

So because i love my ex, i had let her go happily because i know she would be so lonely staying with me. So aku dah redha and very grateful for the experience even dia x cinta aku pon. Coz perasaan ni datang secara spontan. Aku x ingat sejak bila aku jatuh cinta kat dia dah but i'll never forget the rush of loving someone. It was better than sex? No, no. It was better than chocolate la i might say.

To think, it was a gift. Yes it was. Who would have thought i can feel how was it to love someone. And now i am looking for a greater gift. A girl that i very much in love with and also she feel the same way like i do.
Hard?Yes!
Impossible? Maybe.
Positive? Definitely :)

So a very big thanks to the girl that i love tu. Don't worry. It will heal overtime so expect us to be buddies anytime soon. :) And i also like to say that i fall in love with this girl's family the soon i met them.Each one of them. Too bad jodoh saya and dia and keluarganya x berpanjangan. Any guy would be lucky to have this girl and her family. All the best to both of us.

ps: Time aku marah psl this breakup, aku karock lagu Katy Perry- Hot n Cold and been listening to Grenade by Bruno Mars .Very dead on. Hahah. Now that i have come to terms, aku tujukan lagu Pelamin Anganku Musnah. Boleh? HAHAH. No lah. Since we didn't have any song, my default mode chose this song.

Goodbye by Michelle Branch. Lagu ni aku suka sejak dari zaman sekolah lagi.